Filed under: Poems
its all going to change
patience and persistence
dont be frustrated
just keep locating
that one thing you seek
just keep going after
what you sow is what youll reap
runaway when its after you
dont face it, youll turn blue
pale and lost
i thought you dont want that toast
patience and persistence
dont be frustrated
youre lost ill run for you
youre gone, ill find you
my arms are waiting for you
dont turn blue
just keep locating
that one thing you seek
just keep going after
what you sow is what youll reap
Filed under: Poems
let music flow through
let the sound create that note
write as you speak
think as you sing
let your heart be heard
how long do you have to learn
tap your feet in motion
nod your head with devotion
conviction as the music flows
create that wonder as you tune that note
know that your not alone
its you, the music and tone
its waiting to be heard
its waiting to be sang
how could you wait
the music ends, but it only began
dance with your heart
dance with your lover
sing with your heart
sing to your lover
a special tune was set
uncommon tune to be read
move your feet in motion
lets go through this devotions
lose yourself
keep that heart
set it apart
look back and loose your heart
sidesteps in the dark
2 taps and a nod
sing to your lover
sing to my God
Filed under: Memoirs
2 days of grief, 1 day of envy, and another day for hoping for electricity to come back. With something that was taken away from me, like any other junkie… i got cranky and really wishing for it to come back. Sure it brings comfort and automated instances but just think about it… I know that i depended on it so much, so much that it overlapped whats supposed to be my first love… God. (more…)
Filed under: Poems
uninspired as i write
i feel like im without right
to think or even say Your name
or even describe what i dont feel
yesterday seemed so real
now its all written in a reel
to be seen, remembered
how i envy myself of yesterday
how could i ever go back
to feel the warmth of your arms
to know that You got my back
whenever i feel like im in the sack
tired, wasted, and lost
as i start to see my body frost
what couldve caused
that this food is left unsauced
bitter or without taste
something that i would spit out
lukewarm and playing safe
will i ever burn and walk on fire?
i talk to myself
what is it when i pray
or am i tired in this fray
pick me up so in your arms ill lay
on the side battered and wounded
on the side ignored and seen rooted
in this world i feel rooted
i am saved, here no longer i am suited
uninspired as i write
i start to yesterdays light
how i shined so bright
and now, ashamed at night…
alone…
at night…
Filed under: Poems
suffecient knowledge
was never enough to know,
to comprehend
whats around that bend
try and see for yourself
whats inside that box of yours
just when the heavy rain pours
youll see whats on the end
mistakes maybe tough to fend
what could it take
for us to see whats fake
what could it take
to throw what brings it all to end
are we set straight
do we have our right sights
is it still bright lights?
is it still fight nights?
tonight i stand
read whats written on sand
we’re all the same
driven, and insane
tonight i stand
let go of that rock
were all insane
i hope you do the same
mistakes maybe tough to fend
what could it take
for us to see whats fake
what could it take
to throw what brings it all to end…
Filed under: Poems
i wish i knew
how to woo you
i wish i knew
how i turned blue
i dont know why
how i used to lie
dreaming on my bed
and get satisfied
with dreams
i held my head up high
and now it seems
that i would look down and cry
i used to chase
an unending race
when its just Your face
that would dictate this pace
i wish i knew
how the wind blew
i dont know why
i just start to cry
although youre unseen
i could only picture and dream
my head upon your breath
thats where i would lean
with dreams
i try to seek you
and now youre near
i can hold you like youre here
Filed under: Article
Praying for Tom Cruise
Stephen Baldwin says he is praying for Tom Cruise’s soul.
“On the Hollywood list of people I pray for often, Tom Cruise is probably No. 1,” the youngest of the Baldwin brothers told Radar Online. “I’d love to break bread with him and pray with him, and I’d love for the Holy Spirit of God to reveal the truth to him.”
Baldwin also says that Cruise is a “very different guy” from the person he was when they worked together on “Born on the Fourth of July.”
“That regular Joe quality seems to have been lost,” Says Baldwin. “When you buy enough of your own hype, then it’s not who you are anymore.”
The born-again Baldwin has written a book about spirituality, “The Unusual Suspect: My Calling to the New Hardcore Movement of Faith,” but when asked by Radar Online to name the Ten Commandments after much fumbling came up with only six. He was totally stumped when asked to name the seven deadly sins.
I Found this news clip over at msnbc.msn.com/id/14626179 while reading Lindsay Lohan is secretly married. Hah laugh at me now, but i think that lead me to this news clip about Stephen Baldwin and Tom Cruise.
Filed under: Lyrics
This is just something that I couldnt hold back. This lyrics just hits the heart of a worshipper. Just hear the song, imagine yourself right there with James and Mary, staring at Jesus as He did everything for us to have life, eternal life.
This song truly makes you stop for a while and just thank Jesus for His love for us. Amen.
At The Cross
Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?
You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.
Filed under: Memoirs
Ok, What am I? and Where am I? Right now, im completely lost in the midst of the worlds mist and so-called facts. So… Am I making it too hard on my self? Or my feet is just on my solid ground.
Filed under: Poems
Im out of words to say
im out of thoughts to think
what could this be
im so tired, so tired to think
Have i brought this on myself
not myself… someone else
current state, unexplainable but seen
im writing a note to myself
where have you been
so far i have sought
now grieving searching and yearning
a heart so empty now it seeks
so much of you, so much of you
whats there to ponder
not even a second to wonder
just think what to say
this is all i have by the way
whats there to offer
but my life now in a sunder
dont think, just pray
I miss you love…
thats all i have to say
i miss those days i have something to hold
now i hope and wait
for that day to come once more
its on my mind
it never escapes my mind
euphoric praise
enlightening phrases
oh im in love
oh great Unseen im in love
whats there to ponder.
not a second to wonder
im here, and ill stay
stare at you and say…
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