A Voice in the Wilderness


Wallpapers
April 12, 2006, 2:50 pm
Filed under: Art Schmart

I had alot of free time today… so I played around with 2 wallpapers, something that depicts the vision of this generation…


Awaken
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The Man, The Vision, The Destination
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Pray’r
April 12, 2006, 10:04 am
Filed under: Memoirs

Its amazing to see how it all fits
A life of one man just starting to bloom and to be complete
How each moment represents a jigsaw puzzle piece
that was once seen alone
and when you start to put it together
a beautiful picture appears as the pieces hold together as one
how they form a beautiful sight to those who see
to those who see it as a unity, as a perfect cooperation of each
something sweet, something beautiful
something to behold as you gaze upon it

Lord, I thank you for making me whole and new. Thank you for giving me a new reason, a new idea and a whole new persepective. A new way to look at things, no longer will I be a “que sera sera”. Thank you for giving me a direction, a map, a vision and to keep me on track

Lord, I thank you for the wonders that you continue to show me, thank you and the words that you just give me day after day after day. But basically, as broken as I was before, hard-headed and stubborn, You still sought me, and brought me home.

I pray that I wont lose sight, nor lose my way towards the destination, Lord may all things I encounter will reveal itself if it’s from you or of this system. Protect my heart for it is known to be weak of such things, equip me with your wisdom. Lord let not my heart be decieved again, But I also pray Lord that let this be it, a somebody that could just add to the overwhelming joy that I have with you. In your name, I pray… Amen



Lost and Found the Reason
April 9, 2006, 11:54 pm
Filed under: Poems

I once abandoned love
thinking I wont have one
nor feel how love is
Not until then,
when you called me again…

I once called it unjust
I once dubbed it overrated
That to me love was never fated
Not until then,
when you called me again…

I left the whole meaning of love
Torn and wasted
The filthy world I tasted
Not until then,
when you called me again…

I closed my eyes
covered my ears
didnt dared to speak
as my heart yells for You
To You, where hapiness never cease

In eternity I’ll live
I’m Home again



When God Ran (Song Lyrics)
April 7, 2006, 11:47 pm
Filed under: Lyrics

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock,omnipotent,powerful awesome Lord
Victorious Warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty Conqueror, and the only time
The only time I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
Said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said”Son,do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise, when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time
It was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
Said, “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,”Son,do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise and brought me to my knees
When God ran, I saw Him run to me.

I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
And said,” My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again
He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
Said,” My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said, “Son”
He called me Son
He said ,”Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me
And then I ran to Him
When God ran



Bothered with Comfort
April 7, 2006, 4:15 am
Filed under: Few Liners

Lord, I came to you stripped, bare and naked
You took me, held me tight as you revealed yourself to me
You clothed me, and blessed me as you took me home
And now that i have felt your touch, felt your presence
I no longer know what to do with these things they call important
Take me back home, to the place where you dwell…



Lost Sight, Gained Vision
April 6, 2006, 9:14 pm
Filed under: Poems

Blind me with your beauty,
so that all i will remember will be the last sight i saw,
your glory,
and that i may remain dependent to you.
Take it all father, bring me back to you
Complete the circle, from where everything began
Hold me, Pull me or I’ll run towards you
Blind me with your Glory!
So that everything will be lost, but you…

John 9:39 (NIV)
Jesus said “For judgement I have come to this world, so that the blind will see, and those who see will become blind”



Used Hands
April 6, 2006, 9:02 pm
Filed under: Few Liners

Armed with a pen and your whispers
I will liberate those who dwell in darkness
Lost without your guidance
seeking Love, and fighting for the wrong reasons

With your words holding my pen
Onwards we will march towards your promise
And in your name, your light will pierce through them



Aurora Log:
April 6, 2006, 8:55 pm
Filed under: Musings

I finally found what was missing in my life. I finally found joy and hapiness in exchange for the gloom and sadness i felt before leaving Manila. I finally saw the place in which i reside in delight.
In love, joy, and unexplainable hapiness. You might find me strange, you might see me different all of a sudden. Paul (once Saul the Roman Commander) was once.

Its amazing just to see when youre stripped of all the stuff you’re used to, technology, vices, and just the stuff that keeps you busy to meditate and just search for your soul. Im ready, I give my life to THE POTTERS HANDS.

And in my sleep you renewed my dreams
No longer tormented, no longer in gloom
But living in love and intimacy
With YOU, im new…