A Voice in the Wilderness


In a Spiritual Loss
September 26, 2006, 11:51 am
Filed under: Poems

uninspired as i write
i feel like im without right
to think or even say Your name
or even describe what i dont feel

yesterday seemed so real
now its all written in a reel
to be seen, remembered
how i envy myself of yesterday

how could i ever go back
to feel the warmth of your arms
to know that You got my back
whenever i feel like im in the sack

tired, wasted, and lost
as i start to see my body frost
what couldve caused
that this food is left unsauced

bitter or without taste
something that i would spit out
lukewarm and playing safe
will i ever burn and walk on fire?

i talk to myself
what is it when i pray
or am i tired in this fray
pick me up so in your arms ill lay

on the side battered and wounded
on the side ignored and seen rooted
in this world i feel rooted
i am saved, here no longer i am suited

uninspired as i write
i start to yesterdays light
how i shined so bright
and now, ashamed at night…

alone…
at night…

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Words on Sand
September 20, 2006, 9:45 am
Filed under: Poems

suffecient knowledge
was never enough to know,
to comprehend
whats around that bend

try and see for yourself
whats inside that box of yours
just when the heavy rain pours
youll see whats on the end

mistakes maybe tough to fend
what could it take
for us to see whats fake
what could it take
to throw what brings it all to end

are we set straight
do we have our right sights
is it still bright lights?
is it still fight nights?

tonight i stand
read whats written on sand
we’re all the same
driven, and insane

tonight i stand
let go of that rock
were all insane
i hope you do the same

mistakes maybe tough to fend
what could it take
for us to see whats fake
what could it take
to throw what brings it all to end…



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September 14, 2006, 5:54 am
Filed under: Poems

i wish i knew
how to woo you
i wish i knew
how i turned blue

i dont know why
how i used to lie
dreaming on my bed
and get satisfied

with dreams
i held my head up high
and now it seems
that i would look down and cry

i used to chase
an unending race
when its just Your face
that would dictate this pace

i wish i knew
how the wind blew
i dont know why
i just start to cry

although youre unseen
i could only picture and dream
my head upon your breath
thats where i would lean

with dreams
i try to seek you
and now youre near
i can hold you like youre here



Gossiping Tsk Tsk…
September 14, 2006, 3:11 am
Filed under: Article

Praying for Tom Cruise
Stephen Baldwin says he is praying for Tom Cruise’s soul.

“On the Hollywood list of people I pray for often, Tom Cruise is probably No. 1,” the youngest of the Baldwin brothers told Radar Online. “I’d love to break bread with him and pray with him, and I’d love for the Holy Spirit of God to reveal the truth to him.”

Baldwin also says that Cruise is a “very different guy” from the person he was when they worked together on “Born on the Fourth of July.”

“That regular Joe quality seems to have been lost,” Says Baldwin. “When you buy enough of your own hype, then it’s not who you are anymore.”

The born-again Baldwin has written a book about spirituality, “The Unusual Suspect: My Calling to the New Hardcore Movement of Faith,” but when asked by Radar Online to name the Ten Commandments after much fumbling came up with only six. He was totally stumped when asked to name the seven deadly sins.

I Found this news clip over at msnbc.msn.com/id/14626179 while reading Lindsay Lohan is secretly married. Hah laugh at me now, but i think that lead me to this news clip about Stephen Baldwin and Tom Cruise.

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At The Cross (Hillsong – Mighty to Save)
September 13, 2006, 7:57 am
Filed under: Lyrics

This is just something that I couldnt hold back. This lyrics just hits the heart of a worshipper. Just hear the song, imagine yourself right there with James and Mary, staring at Jesus as He did everything for us to have life, eternal life.

This song truly makes you stop for a while and just thank Jesus for His love for us. Amen.

 At The Cross

Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
 
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.
 
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.



One Thing or Nothing (8-28-2006)
September 13, 2006, 7:37 am
Filed under: Memoirs

Ok, What am I? and Where am I? Right now, im completely lost in the midst of the worlds mist and so-called facts. So… Am I making it too hard on my self? Or my feet is just on my solid ground.

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Silence is all that is left unsaid
September 13, 2006, 7:35 am
Filed under: Poems

Im out of words to say
im out of thoughts to think
what could this be
im so tired, so tired to think
Have i brought this on myself
not myself… someone else
current state, unexplainable but seen
im writing a note to myself
where have you been
so far i have sought
now grieving searching and yearning
a heart so empty now it seeks
so much of you, so much of you

whats there to ponder
not even a second to wonder
just think what to say
this is all i have by the way

whats there to offer
but my life now in a sunder
dont think, just pray
I miss you love…

thats all i have to say
i miss those days i have something to hold
now i hope and wait
for that day to come once more
its on my mind
it never escapes my mind
euphoric praise
enlightening phrases
oh im in love
oh great Unseen im in love

whats there to ponder.
not a second to wonder
im here, and ill stay
stare at you and say…

……………………………………



One Thing
September 13, 2006, 3:12 am
Filed under: Lyrics, Poems

as long as the sun would rise
my eyes set upon my one prize
and i would give my all my task
just for me to grasp
this one thing i ask

to gaze upon your beauty
to lock myself within your confines
to stay and dwell in your house
in your house…
what more could i ask

ill come to you and lay down my life
if only i could, im sure that i would
inside does want out
burn this covering and let it out

just to give up all of my task
just for me to grasp
this one thing i ask

to gaze upon your beauty
to lock myself within your confines
to stay and dwell in your house
forever…

forever to gaze upon your beauty
and see what everyone does see
let me join them and shout holy, holy, holy…

and gaze upon your beauty…
to lock myself within your confines
to stay and dwell in your house
in your house…
forever…
what more could i ask…
but this one thing…