A Voice in the Wilderness

Evil Presence… 1st Hand Experience
January 11, 2007, 3:54 pm
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I’ll come clean here, I am no super christian. I’m far from the perfection to where I’m supposed to be, and I continue to struggle from sin.

And to relay a story about 2 nights ago, when I was just in front of my computer, surfing on the internet and the usual sound trip, when all of a sudden something hissed behind me where a fan was placed. Its certainly not the rotors of the fan, nor the air that the fan produces. It was something else, and suddenly a chill ran up my spine unto my head.

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A Golden Bull and an Awakening
October 1, 2006, 2:43 pm
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2 days of grief, 1 day of envy, and another day for hoping for electricity to come back. With something that was taken away from me, like any other junkie… i got cranky and really wishing for it to come back. Sure it brings comfort and automated instances but just think about it… I know that i depended on it so much, so much that it overlapped whats supposed to be my first love… God. Continue reading

One Thing or Nothing (8-28-2006)
September 13, 2006, 7:37 am
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Ok, What am I? and Where am I? Right now, im completely lost in the midst of the worlds mist and so-called facts. So… Am I making it too hard on my self? Or my feet is just on my solid ground.

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May 13, 2006, 7:59 am
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Yesterday, I took my final interview at GIS. And finally, strike my name out from the unemployed demographic. Say hello to a soon to be tax payer wahahaha 🙂

Anyway, yesterday was a truly blessed day for me. Of course being hired is a special happening, what I love about the position the company gave is that I have the chance to interact with people. Which is always good. Spent all day with the gang (Gravity) and just talking in fellowship, sharing our fascination with Abba is just enough to make the day right.

I’m telling you that since the day that I truly accepted Christ as my Lord, Savior, and Lifetime Partner, my life began to be like a jiggsaw puzzle. One by one it all falls down to pieces, since day 1 of my birth, and the path that lead to where I am now. What I am supposed to do… What I am made for.

Later that night I just couldnt stop sharing my revelation on Matthew 25 to my friends after the Gravity Service (Every Friday 6:30, South City Church, Festival Mall, right on top of National Bookstore) . Building a personal relationship with Abba, within your own secret room, a lifestyle of prayer and fasting and not of waiting and complaining. A lifestyle of holiness and hatred towards sin. A lifestyle of pursuing “One Thing” (Psalms 27:4). Breaking the walls of religion and just pursuing the Man that has a burning passion towards us.

Matthew 6:6 (NASB)
But you, when you pray, go into your inner room, close your door and pray to your Father who is in secret, and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.
*i recommend you read the whole chapter

i just have to share this one…
May 11, 2006, 1:07 am
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I just cant let this go down without me posting what happened…
If Indy’s going to use this title “The Day I Fell for Him” for his journal… mine is…

“The Day I Crashed Into Him”
*wink wink*

This day started with a bang… getting a message from someone, a fruitful quality time with God, and an interview that went well. But of course the pinnacle of the day was when I attended the Youth Conference (Initiated by Acts13) titled: Prepare the Way.

It all began with a good worship, and we heard this band from Olongapo that sang their original songs and it was good… Ill try to post a clip soon. But their songs hah! It really moved the people on that conference, I was so blessed just hearing them.

The preaching was about the Living water (John 4:13-14), and it depicts the Holy Spirit (The spirit of Christ in us) being our fountain inside. The spring that rises within our hearts, that overflows and gushes out of the temple (Which is us). And then the altar call came. And I was led into the crowd in front. Everybody was there, surrendering, abandoning themselves so that they will gain more of him who gives the living waters. The movement of the Spirit was really felt in the place, and I can just see them get drunk by the Spirit as they fell one by one.

And when I saw my friend got slain, and Pastor Keith heading to me, I told myself that I wont drop. But the title just speaks for itself. I crashed. I felt his hands over me and just hearing “Anointing” then bam… my knees starts to wobble as I crashed among the monobloc chairs.
It was an amazing experience, I really felt it, his presence all over the place, how the Spirit just moved to one kid to another.

And I began to see them leading their own groups of laying hands, healing of the sick and preaching and doing signs and wonders. Forerunners in the making…
Prepare the way… prepare the way for the Lord…

[Psalms 34:8]
(8) O, taste and see that the LORD is good;
How blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!

April 12, 2006, 10:04 am
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Its amazing to see how it all fits
A life of one man just starting to bloom and to be complete
How each moment represents a jigsaw puzzle piece
that was once seen alone
and when you start to put it together
a beautiful picture appears as the pieces hold together as one
how they form a beautiful sight to those who see
to those who see it as a unity, as a perfect cooperation of each
something sweet, something beautiful
something to behold as you gaze upon it

Lord, I thank you for making me whole and new. Thank you for giving me a new reason, a new idea and a whole new persepective. A new way to look at things, no longer will I be a “que sera sera”. Thank you for giving me a direction, a map, a vision and to keep me on track

Lord, I thank you for the wonders that you continue to show me, thank you and the words that you just give me day after day after day. But basically, as broken as I was before, hard-headed and stubborn, You still sought me, and brought me home.

I pray that I wont lose sight, nor lose my way towards the destination, Lord may all things I encounter will reveal itself if it’s from you or of this system. Protect my heart for it is known to be weak of such things, equip me with your wisdom. Lord let not my heart be decieved again, But I also pray Lord that let this be it, a somebody that could just add to the overwhelming joy that I have with you. In your name, I pray… Amen